odd dreams

Okay just to keep track of these dreams I've been having.

Sunday to Monday: I was at his house and we had a party with a bunch of friends and all of a sudden this girl shows up and he introduces her as his new girlfriend. We didn't talk all through the party... nothing unusual actually... and upon leaving, he tells me that he plans on starting a new life and this will be the last time I ever get to see or speak to him again. I woke up with this familiar "I'm living for the night" kind of pain that I never missed eversince I felt it in Ginny's barn.

Monday to Tuesday: He had trouble finding a place to work for his social-work time and the work agency gave him a spot as a... I think it was either a kindergarden teacher or a maid... in Finnland. Some small town without internationally-working phones or internet access. Oh, and apparently it was for a whole year. End of dream.

Let's see what tonight has in store for me... Not excited for them at all.