too many unanswered questions. he's drunk, he tells me stuff, but i don't know if he really means it, or if it's his drunk, desperate, lonely self who's talking. to be specific, he said "i missed you. very very much. mhm!" and "i thought of you a lot. you know, in my head, i missed you a lot."
and to my question why he didn't tell me earlier, he replied: "because i just noticed."
he was really cute and all and i enjoyed spending time with him a lot and yeah, i missed him a lot as well, but the next day... it was all so different. waking up was nice, then i started interpreting all kinds of (lovely) crap into the songs he played, then got ignored most of the morning (nothing new), THEN was kinda asked/forced to leave. thanks. real nice.
now, i need to know if what he said was true or just a lie to get me to do stuff.
i don't care if he only tells me, or if he screams it out, but iiiii neeeeeed to knoooooow! understand?
