"beeeg dezisionzzz"

Admitting failure is not really my thing.
Alass, I did it, today.
I have been thinking about this for some time, now, but wasn't sure. I will postpone my spanish final, which would be on monday, june 29th, to october of this year.
I'm not ready and I know it. And I've been knowing it for some time, just didn't admit it to myself.
I think it's important to not only be proud of your accomplishments, but also about the things you can't do. Because it's a big step to admit that you're not capable of doing something.
I can't speak spanish. I mean, I can, but it's not good enough to pass this test.
I can keep irrelevant things in mind easily. Irrelevant to me. Today is Jason Mraz' birthday. He was born in 1977. Katherine Heigl married Josh Kelley on Dec 23rd in an Oscar de la Renta gown and Salma Hayek married PPR co-founder Francois-Henry Pinault in a dress by Balenciaga.
Now, how does that help my studies, how does it contribute to my daily life? Exactly, it doesn't. My life would be just as good or just as bad without these pieces of information.
Yet, I still read it once and kept it in mind until now.

The brain works in weird ways. (Btw, Happy Birthday Jason.)

And besides admitting failure, nonheroically, I don't have anything else to say, which would be of interest to anyone, today.

Thanks for your time and until whenever!